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Am I too lost to be saved?
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[10 Nov 2004|02:00am] |
New L/J, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) brokenguitarx . Add it and I'll add you, dont...and die...ok not really..but I will only add the people who add me.</span>
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| I'll be the greatest fan or your life |
[08 Nov 2004|11:38pm] |
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I spent the past few hours talking to Katie about anything and everything. I found out she likes me, but we both wanna wait to get to know each other before we actually go out or anything, which I think is cool, cause I don't wanna rush things with her..I want this to work..She knows how I feel, and I know how she feels. Its wonderful, I care about her so much already. She told me that she feels safe in my arms, that instantly made me feel like a million bucks, I haven't felt that way in so long. Every minute with her is great, there is no drama, no confusion, its simple...and everything I wanted. I really dont want to rush her into a relationship, and at the same time, I dont want to rush into one either, because I have no experience with them. I think taking things slow is going to be very good and if we do get into one...I think it will be stronger because of it. Everything is so great, Chris is Happy, Brandon seems happy..I'm very happy...life is finally going good for me...god...so happy!!!! haha
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| WOO FUCKING HOO!!!!!!!!! |
[06 Nov 2004|10:33pm] |
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Ever had one of those nights that you just can't stop smiling? One where you are so happy you just dont know where to go from there...well ladies and gentleman...I just had one of those nights...
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| Halloween |
[01 Nov 2004|06:57pm] |
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How was everyones Halloween? I had a great time..and I scared plenty of little kiddes! I'm evil and going to hell, but its fun..
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[16 Oct 2004|05:58pm] |
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The fun thing about this, if bush gets re-elected, and they do bring up the draft, i wont have to go, because i have 2 screws in my right foot..and i wont have to go...i wont have to go!!! *dances around in the wheelchair*
Anyway.... Thursday, I get my cast put on and then I want people to sign it..
I need more meds...my leg hurts..
I have The Sims 2!!!!! WOOPIE!!!!
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| Shitty Emo-ness....i hate it... |
[07 Oct 2004|01:37am] |
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last night was great, chris came over and we watched club dread, which is a very funny movie. We also recorded out own version of american idiot...hah...that sucked..but it was fun, we need better equipment...
On another note, i had a very rare emo breakdown...i even cried for a few moments, i dont even really know why i did...it never happens to me..im just really sick of the way things are going for me. I basicly have my friends and family..which is great but sometimes, you just need more..i want a girlfriend...but i dont want just any girlfriend..i want a girl that will just hang out, I've never done anything serious or even anything close to serious, and i want a girl who i can just hang out with more then anything. Of course i would like to hold hands and cuddle and do other things that normal couples do..just in time thought...i really dont want to rush in to anything. Some other things i really want...i wish i was more talented..in any aspect..guitar, drawing, writing...just anything, I'm no good at anything that i can think of..i can bitch...we all know that...but thats no good to me..
I really wish i could do something with my life, something productive..something great..i just dont know what that would be...i wish it could be music..but i highly doubt that..
I dont know...just need some time to think things over...
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[01 Oct 2004|03:20am] |
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It Makes No Difference To Me - Sum 41 |
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I HAVE GREEN HAIR! I AM THE NEON GREEN TROLL! PWNED BITCHES! HAHA!
this is a utterly random post...hah...its fun...MT DEW RULES!!!
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[26 Sep 2004|02:00am] |
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Today was so cool!!!!
Its started off by me waking up and watching a star trek movie with my grandpa..that was actually really good..
Then we went to Irquois Park and looked at all the cars. Before we left i made my grandpa go watch some of the live bands with me. The first band was ok, but there were two guys that came out and started rapping, no band or anything, just background music...it was by far the funniest thing I've ever seen..and the lyrics were just hilarious, some of the things the said couldnt even be taken serious..Doo Wop had a booth sat up down there and I went over and looked at a few guitars, i pick up this les paul rip off that sounded great and was in really good shape for $200 and i started playing it, there were about five people that just stood there and listened to me play, and that was awesome.
After that my an my family went out to eat at Texas Road House and I got his huge burger that i couldn't finish, so I'm munching on it now.
After that my grandma and I went to the Breckinridge show off Taylorsville Road....of course we got lost a few times but we finally got there, and it was pitch black and i was freaking out because it was almost nine and thats when they were supposed to start, and they ended up being late so it actually started at 9:30. We sat and talked with Scott for a good half hour and that was cool. I always talk to them, but they never walk over and sit down and start a conversation. My grandma really got a kick out of talking to them. Teague told me I need to get a life, he said I watch them way too much..of course he was kidding, but it was funny..Afterward I helped the band put their stuff away and then talked with them for another half hour..all and all, it was an interesting experience...and very fun..
I learned something I hate...driving home on a little twisted road at 12am with no street lights and no idea where you are...really sucks...but i got home in one peice...and im so damn hyper...
POTHEADS SUCK!!!! I HATE POT....*VOMIT*
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| Songs Tied to Memory |
[18 Sep 2004|01:02am] |
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Hello - Evanescence |
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Ever find it funny how you can hear a song that you used to listen to and it instantly reminds you of a certain time and place? Whether it be a good time or a bad time, that specific song reminds you of something. Just hearing make you relive it all over in your head. I dont know, maybe its just me..but heres a few for me.
What I Got - Sublime...Car ride home from the highlands, everyone piled into Drews van singing it as loud as possible. I think his mom was even singing(how cool was that?)
Back Again - Breckinridge...My first concert, the song that got me hooked on that band and concerts all together
Sold (whatever the hell the rest of the name is) - John Michael Montgomery...The time I helped Sambo paint her room at 10:30 at night until i had to leave, we listened to that song as loud as we could and sang along while finishing her room. We talked alot and that made our friendship really strong afterward, and I'm glad I did it.
My Immortal - Evanescence...The winter formal at Asumption. I danced with Kaitlin to that song and I really started to like her, but sadly, this song also reminds me of how I royaly screwed up and now kick myself in the ass for being so stupid.
Fuel - Metallica...The time Sambo and I headbanged violently in the middle of the bowling alley...now that was a funny thing to see..
I'm sure theres a bunch more, I just can't seem to think of them right now..
So do any of you share this akward sense of memory?
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[29 Aug 2004|09:57pm] |
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Just got back from Chris' the highlight of the night was watching a bootleg copy of AVP. But other than that.....the night...SUCKED TOTAL MONKEY BALLS! Chris and Courtney locked me and Drew out of his room, they kept making out underneath a blanket, they went off and made out in his den, they spent less than half the night with us, and almost none of that was actually spent paying attention to us, they only cared about each other and supporting each others air supplies with their tounges! Brandon and Nikki hardly did anything at all. It was scary...but all and all, it sucked and I would have left if I could have. Had an offer at 5pm but I didnt take it...but its ok, cause if I would have left then I wouldnt have seen AVP. So im going to sit here and continue to fight the urge to vomit..night!
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| HA! |
[23 Aug 2004|09:46pm] |
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| The Fair |
[21 Aug 2004|03:19pm] |
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I'm getting ready for the fair right now, i didnt get the chance to update my journal for last night, i went to the saliva / zz top concert with my grandpa. That was an all together different expeirence, a saliva show with no mosh pit, where the fun in that? But I was in the front row, which was really cool. ZZTop was really good, that dude can really play guitar! man he was fucking awesome..I got two guitar pick from saliva that both say sick on them and have a skull on the front, and got my ticket signed by the guitarist. all together it was a good time, but tonight will be better, Breckinridge at the state fair in the bud tent. They go on at 9 so be there at 8! all our friends are going, well most of them anyway, some cant make it(stephy).
Last night i got a little booklet the size of a matchbox and it says "Smile (with a smily face) Jesus loves you" and when you open it up it says "do you feel like nobody really cares?" page 2 "Well god Cares! He knows all about you and He sends you this message. What is a Christian?" and there is 10 more pages of describing what a christian is...but its boring and will not type that part out..
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[20 Aug 2004|04:47pm] |
After trying a few different names that people call me by, this is the one i like the most
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| good show |
[13 Aug 2004|11:34pm] |
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Wow....that was great, all my friends(except dREW *tear*) great music, just everything was great..
We got there at 5:45 and they had started early, which was shocking, because shows always start late. The band on was The Condiments...wow...they were very good, i cant belive they were the opening band...
Anyway, Tabitha and her friends got there at around 6:15 and they watched a little of the second band and then they left. So then it was back to me, Chris and Brandon, which was still pretty good, I went for a walk and then came back ten minutes later...the band who was on was still playing the same song as when i left, and it all instrumental, i guess it was cool, but i missed most of it...so i dont know..
Anyway, Tabitha got back at around 8 and then we all hung out on the steps, talking and what not, it was a pretty good time.
I helped two other guys make a human close-line, we almost knocked down a few people, it was pretty cool. So then we al just kinda walked around until 10:30 and then we all had to leave, so now im here in my newly carpeted basement bored out of my fucking mind....but still hyper/happy!
*runs around in circles and passes out* bye bye!
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| Alright Listen Up |
[12 Aug 2004|11:01pm] |
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So Cold - Breaking Benjamin |
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Now I'm not blaming anyone, but i just had one of the worst nights ever...i was sick, the concert sucked...i lost five buck because of it, i was VERY lonely tonight, just everything in general sucked, there was a little fun, but not enough to make the rest seem better...as far as i', concered, i dont really wanna go anywhere for awhile, and i dont feel like socializing, im in a pissed off mood and i could care less about anything right now, im tired of just playing thir or fifth wheel, its really pissing me off. and the other day chris was pissed because nobody cared when he just walked off, well i did the same thing tonight, nobody even cared then either, i made a full circle and sat right back down, nobody even knew i had left to begin with, i could care less if they knew or not, im just tired of everything and everyones shit...Courtney said something very true...we never had drama before we met everyone, which is very true, i mean i wouldnt change anything because i love my friends to deat, but why does everything lead to drama? why does everything we do or say have to turn into some big ordeal? im just really fed up with everything...so im gonna go now and listen to some music, if you see me on AIM....IM ME...Grem87...bye..
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| WHEN MEETING PARENTS WHO AREN'T YOURS! |
[05 Aug 2004|09:24pm] |
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TIP 1: DON'T BE YOURSELF, NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE
TIP 2: BE VERY POLITE AND DONT SAY MUCH, PRETEND ITS THE ARMY AND SAY SIR AND MA'AM
TIP 3: LOOK PRESENTABLE(WEAR YOUR ACTUALLY CLOTHES UNDERNEATH) WHEN THEY LEAVE YOU CAN CHANGE
TIP 4: RESIST THE URGE TO JUMP AROUND AND ACT LIKE A JACKASS (THIS ONE IS FOR SUPERMAN A.K.A BRANDON K.)
ALRIGHT KIDDOS, THATS ALL FROM THE SCHOOL OF D.S's FOR TODAY
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